Knees aching from umpiring :S
I did too much umpiring?
Or am I getting old? O.o''

This year's birthday is probably the best one so far in my life :D
My brother came for the weekend together with Jeff and Fen.
It was great celebrated it together :)
The last time we did it was probably a decade ago :S

And happy lately ^.^

Haven't blog in ages. Just don't feel like it lately.

I can see myself quitting umpiring soon. Really...

Nothing about umpiring is encouraging lately.
First of all, people expect a lot more from people having A badge.
Hello!!! It doesn't mean A=perfect. It just ment that I was umpiring at a certain level during the game I was badge. And I'm not umpiring at that level anymore sadly...
I've lose it. I want it back badly but couldn't find it anywhere.
Ok... Back to people's expectation. Was umpiring south zone B div 3rd 4th the other day. And you know what the coach did? She was complaining up down left right about my umpiring during the game. Do you know what have you just done coach? You are actually telling your players ''Hey! It's ok to complain and shout at the umpire on their mistakes. And please throw respect of officials out the window straight into the rubbish bin''. Come on!!! You were the Singapore opens team assistant coach leh. And also the U19s coach. Aren't you suppose to show good example???

NSL. Worst. Coulnd't do a good game at all. Everything is just not right. Hate it!!!
And teams. Please blame it on the umpire for everything. The score, injury, players not performing, etc... It only shows how shallow you are as a player or coach.

And more... Today I did the west zone B div final. Yar. I made a couple of mistakes. I already felt bad enough. No need to tell me again and again about it. Seriously. I really feels that it'll just suck my life in umpiring away with more games I umpire.

Soon. Very soon... Untill that day I explode or there's no more life in it. I'll tell the world I am an umpire no more.

Got to know my CA2 result for first module today. Was disappointed :( Didn't actually get the result I was aiming for. But anyway, can't do anything about it anymore. Just have to accept it and work harder for the rest of the modules.

Met my IP supervisor last week. This module will definately be a tough one. From the meeting, can tell that his expectation for the project is quite high and there's a lot of areas I have to look into. And worst, I haven't even started reading the literatures he sent me O.o'' OMG. I'm so lazy!!!

Coaching was somehow good :) But the weather nowadays is so unpredictable. Had to use the hall a few times this week. And there's no netball court lines. How great!!! But the progress of the girls are looking good. Hope they enjoy themselves during the zonal games :)

2011

Can't believe it's here.
Time just zoom past so quickly O.o
What have I done in 2010?

Many things? I guess so.
Happy ones? Some :)
Same goes with those unhappy ones. Many :(

Ok. Where shall I start? Recap the year.
Zonal was bad for my secondary school :(
Primary school? Expecting Rosyth to go into 2nd round and also top 4 but didn't. Very disappointed :(
Haig girls' did quite ok. But also didn't get into 2nd round :(
NSL started. Pretty excited to umpire them :)
Got invited to Adelaide to umpire the Australian Age Groups Nationals :)
Didn't start off well :( But manage to do a great game the last day I was there :)
Back to NSL. Didn't get to umpire the final, not even as reserve umpire. Super disappointed :(
Was determined to be the best this year but nope. Took me a while to actually come back to umpiring.
Heart break! Got rejected by a girl :(
Started coaching a new club :)
Invited to New Delhi to umpire Aisan Youth Championship :)
Major disappointment during the last day :( Wasn't assign any game to umpire and was not informed by the panels. Was waiting all night to be given the result, but wasn't even given a reserve umpire position. Did I really umpire that badly? Biggest upset of the year :(
Again, took a break from umpiring. Very disappointed!
Started coaching a primany school and a secondary school that I really like :)
But primary school had to end because of budget :(
Heart broken again by another girl :(
Finally took over the coaching of the seconday school that I like :) One of the happiest thing that had happened :)
But not a lot of time to train up before zonal :(
Wasn't selected as Nations Cup umpire :( kind of expected.
Ended coaching the school I have coached for 4 years :( very sad! The sec 1s are now sec 5. Hope they play well during coming zonal.
Heart break by another girl :(
Super bad luck in relationship! I conclude that 'no woman likes me'.
Ended coaching the new club because of some issues :(
Got accepted into RP for a part time course of Sports and Exercise Sciences :) Number 1 Happiest thing in 2010 :)
After many years of applying different institutes, unis, polys... Finally got into 1. So happy!

10 :)
15 :(
Looks like it's a bad year!

Didn't talk about how I did playing netball.
Daisy Tan Carnival Champion
Contiki Beach Netball Champion
Pesta Sukan Carnival Champion
Get Energized for Singapore Street Netball Champion
Netballuxion 2010 2nd Runner's up
PwC Corporate Carnival Champion
Zenith Carnival Champion
Mixed Social League Champion

Something for 2011?
NSL best umpire. Last try probably.
Nations Cup umpire.
Get better at coaching.
Concentrate coaching on Damai Sec.
Study well. Straight As.
Slim hope, but hope to find a girl that likes me.

心碎。

一年会有几次呢？

无数次。。。

不想，

但没办法。

Why am I hesitating?
I will miss the timing again.

You have affected me so much more than I think.
It hurts :( a lot.
I tried not to care, but I'm still caring too much.
I do...

School started few weeks ago for me. Lots of reading to do but I'm so so so lazy. And I have to learn how to use pp. Group work to do in pp and I have not started any on my part :( But still, the feeling of going back to school is good. Especially learning things I like ^.^

Got myself Snapping Hip on Sunday after umpiring first IYSC game. Was struggling with 2nd and 3rd game after that. Couldn't really run with the speed I wanted. Monday was a bit better, but still snapping. Lucky today's game cancelled. No need umpire :) Got changed to Div1 some more. Heng ar!!! Hope tomorrow I can recover fully from it.

Coaching was awesome except the timing. Had to wake up so early everyday :( But it's worth it seeing them getting better and better. Work Hard!!!

I hate today.
Hate it when I can't play well.
Hate it when I'm not prepared but still have to play.
Hate it when I know I can do much better and just can't push for it.
Hate losing.
2nd time this year.
Hate Wednesday night.

:( :( :( :( :(

There's nothing to be happy about.
Why???

Last few sessions and the girls are still not coming to training.
Those committed sure will be more disappointed during zonal.

Don't you just hate some people???
Freaking donno what's wrong with their attitude.
Should just let them live in Afica, India, or some ulu place for a while.

Goal??? What goal?
I just want to be happy...