Sunday, December 26, 2010

心碎。

一年会有几次呢?

无数次。。。

不想,

但没办法。

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Why am I hesitating?
I will miss the timing again.

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

You have affected me so much more than I think.
It hurts :( a lot.
I tried not to care, but I'm still caring too much.
I do...

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

School started few weeks ago for me. Lots of reading to do but I'm so so so lazy. And I have to learn how to use pp. Group work to do in pp and I have not started any on my part :( But still, the feeling of going back to school is good. Especially learning things I like ^.^

Got myself Snapping Hip on Sunday after umpiring first IYSC game. Was struggling with 2nd and 3rd game after that. Couldn't really run with the speed I wanted. Monday was a bit better, but still snapping. Lucky today's game cancelled. No need umpire :) Got changed to Div1 some more. Heng ar!!! Hope tomorrow I can recover fully from it.

Coaching was awesome except the timing. Had to wake up so early everyday :( But it's worth it seeing them getting better and better. Work Hard!!!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

I hate today.
Hate it when I can't play well.
Hate it when I'm not prepared but still have to play.
Hate it when I know I can do much better and just can't push for it.
Hate losing.
2nd time this year.
Hate Wednesday night.

Saturday, November 06, 2010

:( :( :( :( :(

There's nothing to be happy about.
Why???

Last few sessions and the girls are still not coming to training.
Those committed sure will be more disappointed during zonal.

Don't you just hate some people???
Freaking donno what's wrong with their attitude.
Should just let them live in Afica, India, or some ulu place for a while.

Goal??? What goal?
I just want to be happy...

Friday, October 15, 2010

My EP appeal was rejected :(

Only 5 came for training today.
And 9 sessions left.
I'll surely miss you all :(

And lastly, 我活该!
I can't blame anyone.
There's no acceptable reason for myself to blame anyone at all.
活该!自作自受!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

我是多余的。
I hate this feeling :(
It's like being there and being ignored.

But anyway, life goes on :)
It's better to find happy things and be happy!
I'm ''MrSun'' according to some P2 kids at Evergreen Pri.
They are just so cute!!!

My umpiring today sucks :(
Didn't manage to see so many things.
Gotta fix it tomorrow.
But it's a totally different game :S
Well! Just try lor...

Saturday, October 09, 2010

Had fun today :)
But I realise my shoulder is not getting any better.
Not really satisfied with my spikes at all :(

Coaching last night wasn't very good too.
My players don't trust me.
Hate it when they don't even try to do what I want and tell me they can't.
Training don't even try, during drills already can see you guys not serious.
Now dare to say you can't somemore.
During friendly game. No need to see also know how you will play :S
WTF!!!
I don't need this.
Why do I have to do this to myself.
Angry!!!

Went to gym on Thursday.
Saw 2 quarters of England vs NewZealand there on the treadmill.
Exciting game!!!
But after gym, I weigh myself and I was lighter than the previous time by 0.6kg :(

Netball game on Wednesday was fun :)

Tuesday was good too :)
Played some fun games at NUS.

Friendly game with NYP on Monday night was awesome :)
Love the first quarter.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Yay!!! Bad news to good news :D

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

Is it good news or bad news???

I'm just getting to know them and now I have to leave?
It's so sad everytime I think about it.
Ok... I'm gonna make every session count.
Please work hard!!!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Good to see her today :D

Saturday, August 14, 2010

让命运决定一却!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Still thinking...
think.
think..
think...

:S
Had been thinking!
thinking.
thinking..
thinking...
thinking....
thinking.....
thinking......
............

Sunday, August 08, 2010

昨天买新鞋,今天配新眼镜。
新衣?更多新鞋?
好想每天换新东西噢!
但没那个叫‘钱’的东西。。。

Saturday, August 07, 2010

I hate this!!!
Expected it would happen.
But I still hate it happening.
Hate it.
Hate it.
Hate it.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

一件又一件的伤心事。

失望,
气馁,
不甘,
多心,
伤心。

悲伤,
心痛。

心真的好痛!
我每天都在想。
想这个,想那个。。。
会不会是我想太多了呢?

Thursday, April 29, 2010

怎么不是我?

为何?

Saturday, April 03, 2010

2 more days to Adelaide. A little excited, and also worried. Hope I can do well.

Haven't been happy with my NSL umpiring. What to do?

My schools are out of 2nd round. Haiz... Some games were so close.

Not moving to AMK anymore. Now will need to find someone to move into the extra room. Anyone out there needs a room? Please contact me.

Should I apply SIT? Not many course offered yet. Or should I wait half a year later to see if they have more courses?

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Had my revenge at Contiki beach netball last week. After losing last year in first game of 2nd round, I wanted to win so much. It just feels good to win :) Was expacting to play Underdogs in the final but because of fixtures flaw played Safsa instead. Score was 8-1. Shouldn't even had let them score that 1 goal. I had pointed out to NS about the fixtures in the morning but they just refuse to change. Should have talked about it during the prize presentation, on stage when the guy ask who's the toughest opponent. Gotta make those operations people look bad one day. Anyway. It was really fun that day.

NSL had started. Here goes all my weekends. 'Like I got things to do...'. At least help me occupy my weekends. Didn't have a good start on Saturday. Concentration was really low. Slow eyes, slow runs, slow decision making. All because of the 4 hours of sleep and the long wait after opening. I gotta be discipline to sleep at least 10 hours before NSL game now. 'KS, you need to be discipline. Umpire to the badge you are holding'.

Saturday, March 06, 2010

Hi Blog,

It looks like I'm kinda leave this place at rest isn't it. Ok. I shall post more often. That is if I get myself to type something. Many times, just don't feel like putting up things here.

Anyway, zonal was disappointing. My girls didn't do as well as I thought they would. I guess I didn't prepare them to be tough enough. My failure again for another year. Next week will be the end of all secondary schools zonal. Some exciting games coming up.

My primary school? Rosyth not in a good grouping. Very unlucky. Just hope they can perform well. And there's still so many things to train up on. And Haig girls, donno what to say about them. Not expecting much from them.

I'm kinda at a dry state at Netball now. Really donno how I can handle them. Donno what's best for my players. Donno how I can help my umpires. I'm at a state if they don't come to me, I don't wanna go to them. I feel that they don't really want to listen to me. And my recre team. I donno how I can motivate them to learn to play better. Lots of time, I felt like talking to myself. No response, instruction given but everyting done wrong, took years to get them on court for court game, ......

Ok. Enough of Netball. All I do now is netball. Work is netball, evening time is netball, weekends is also netball. I have no life without netball nowadays.

Watched 'Finding Nemo' just now. My first time watching it after so long. Love it :) Very nice family movie.

Contiki tomorrow. Hope it's fun :)

Saturday, February 06, 2010

Passion Vs Commitmet

People are scared of commitment. But I always believe if you have passion, commitment is nothing. It comes naturally. If you can't commit, then there must be some issue with your passion. Ask yourself, how high is your passion level? It might not be as high as you think it is.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010



Saw this in the bus today.
Have you ever notice this?
Want to know the answer? I know :-)
Next time you are in a bus, move to the rear to check it out.