Haven't blog in ages. Just don't feel like it lately.

I can see myself quitting umpiring soon. Really...

Nothing about umpiring is encouraging lately.
First of all, people expect a lot more from people having A badge.
Hello!!! It doesn't mean A=perfect. It just ment that I was umpiring at a certain level during the game I was badge. And I'm not umpiring at that level anymore sadly...
I've lose it. I want it back badly but couldn't find it anywhere.
Ok... Back to people's expectation. Was umpiring south zone B div 3rd 4th the other day. And you know what the coach did? She was complaining up down left right about my umpiring during the game. Do you know what have you just done coach? You are actually telling your players ''Hey! It's ok to complain and shout at the umpire on their mistakes. And please throw respect of officials out the window straight into the rubbish bin''. Come on!!! You were the Singapore opens team assistant coach leh. And also the U19s coach. Aren't you suppose to show good example???

NSL. Worst. Coulnd't do a good game at all. Everything is just not right. Hate it!!!
And teams. Please blame it on the umpire for everything. The score, injury, players not performing, etc... It only shows how shallow you are as a player or coach.

And more... Today I did the west zone B div final. Yar. I made a couple of mistakes. I already felt bad enough. No need to tell me again and again about it. Seriously. I really feels that it'll just suck my life in umpiring away with more games I umpire.

Soon. Very soon... Untill that day I explode or there's no more life in it. I'll tell the world I am an umpire no more.