I should be sleeping but I'm not. Physically I'm really tired. Mentally still can't sleep. Tell me why please!!!

Ouch!!! Knees ache..... Got blister somemore. Everytime I wear that shoe. Next time I'm gonna wear double layer of sox. Did some umpiring today. Thank you Chris for arranging. I really need the run before this weekend's ANL. I'm trying not to think too much about it. The more I think, the more I feels that I'm not ready. Ahhrrrr..... Help!!! From the umpiring today, I have lots to work on. Concentration was the biggest thing I lack tonight. One link to the other. Affected my timing of runs, then vision, after that timing of vision and the chain reaction repeats. How can I maintain focus? Hmmm..... Mental preparation?

Ok. Netballuxion was great! Went down on Saturday to help umpire for few hours. It was fun! Doing for only two hours. But those poor umpires that did for the whole day... I have to give them credit. You guys were great! Amazing! Can you imagine umpiring from 8am to 9pm? And some of them did it for 2 days. Sorry didn't help you guys on Sunday. Was playing and also wasn't feeling very well.

Remember I was sick? Then Saturday when I woke up still not feeling very well. Worst thing I fear happened. Headache finds me. Ahhrrr... Then on Sunday I have it too. Today also... Hope it goes away tomorrow.

Ok. Back to Netballuxion. One of the team didn't come. So, we had a walkover game. Then there's a strong team in our group that we drew with. Nigel's team. Saw them when we reach but didn't know Nigel was playing with them. We still manage to top our grouping cause the last game we played in the first round we scored 17-0. All because of the organiser. Cause they were saying we need to win by more than 5 goals to top the group. Then during the game we played super fast I think the oponent was shocked too. It was good that we top the group cause runners up from the other group was easier to play with. Sadly, Nigel's team lost in the semi by one goal didn't get to play them in the final. Final wasn't very tough. Was expecting Nigel's team but I think it was a good thing to my team not having to play them again.

I love the day. The company was good. From breakfast till dinner together. Games, shopping, cracking jokes, making fun of one another...

I better sleep now. I'm sure to struggle waking up tomorrow.