Today proves that I’m a super lousy coach.

My girls had a friendly this morning and they were slaughtered. What can I do? Is it the way I train them are wrong? What’s the problem? Can someone tell me please?

I can only stay in Singapore till end of next week. What to train them on? Everything they do seems so weak. I don’t think I’ll be able to persuade myself to keep on enduring. I don’t want… But… I’ve spend so much time building up their basics. How can I give up? Tell me how please. HOW?

At least the sec ones didn’t let me down. They’ve at least played a rather structured game. Just need to be more aggressive and build up better passes.

I’ve asked a player to go home during training today. Am I being too cruel? I just feel that she’s wasting everyone’s time with the attitude she has. Time is precious isn’t it? Especially training. Please make an effort to do your job. If you don’t want to train, please don’t come. If you come, don’t waste your time doing rubbish.

I went to club training last night. Not many people turn up but it was fulfilling. I put in my hundred percent and I’m satisfied with my performance. At least I accomplished what I want.

Girls. How about you? Do you set little targets to accomplish? Do you push yourself to be better? Nothing is impossible…

From not knowing how to play volleyball, I can be the main spiker in my poly team in just two months. So can you. Determination, confidence and spirit are most important. And my team was the champion that year.

I hope today’s match makes you want to be better and not destroying your passion for netball.