心碎。

一年会有几次呢？

无数次。。。

不想，

但没办法。

Why am I hesitating?
I will miss the timing again.

You have affected me so much more than I think.
It hurts :( a lot.
I tried not to care, but I'm still caring too much.
I do...

School started few weeks ago for me. Lots of reading to do but I'm so so so lazy. And I have to learn how to use pp. Group work to do in pp and I have not started any on my part :( But still, the feeling of going back to school is good. Especially learning things I like ^.^

Got myself Snapping Hip on Sunday after umpiring first IYSC game. Was struggling with 2nd and 3rd game after that. Couldn't really run with the speed I wanted. Monday was a bit better, but still snapping. Lucky today's game cancelled. No need umpire :) Got changed to Div1 some more. Heng ar!!! Hope tomorrow I can recover fully from it.

Coaching was awesome except the timing. Had to wake up so early everyday :( But it's worth it seeing them getting better and better. Work Hard!!!

I hate today.
Hate it when I can't play well.
Hate it when I'm not prepared but still have to play.
Hate it when I know I can do much better and just can't push for it.
Hate losing.
2nd time this year.
Hate Wednesday night.

:( :( :( :( :(

There's nothing to be happy about.
Why???

Last few sessions and the girls are still not coming to training.
Those committed sure will be more disappointed during zonal.

Don't you just hate some people???
Freaking donno what's wrong with their attitude.
Should just let them live in Afica, India, or some ulu place for a while.

Goal??? What goal?
I just want to be happy...

My EP appeal was rejected :(

Only 5 came for training today.
And 9 sessions left.
I'll surely miss you all :(

And lastly, 我活该！
I can't blame anyone.
There's no acceptable reason for myself to blame anyone at all.
活该！自作自受！

我是多余的。
I hate this feeling :(
It's like being there and being ignored.

But anyway, life goes on :)
It's better to find happy things and be happy!
I'm ''MrSun'' according to some P2 kids at Evergreen Pri.
They are just so cute!!!

My umpiring today sucks :(
Didn't manage to see so many things.
Gotta fix it tomorrow.
But it's a totally different game :S
Well! Just try lor...

Had fun today :)
But I realise my shoulder is not getting any better.
Not really satisfied with my spikes at all :(

Coaching last night wasn't very good too.
My players don't trust me.
Hate it when they don't even try to do what I want and tell me they can't.
Training don't even try, during drills already can see you guys not serious.
Now dare to say you can't somemore.
During friendly game. No need to see also know how you will play :S
WTF!!!
I don't need this.
Why do I have to do this to myself.
Angry!!!

Went to gym on Thursday.
Saw 2 quarters of England vs NewZealand there on the treadmill.
Exciting game!!!
But after gym, I weigh myself and I was lighter than the previous time by 0.6kg :(

Netball game on Wednesday was fun :)

Tuesday was good too :)
Played some fun games at NUS.

Friendly game with NYP on Monday night was awesome :)
Love the first quarter.

Yay!!! Bad news to good news :D