It has been very tiring these days.

Sunday was filled with ups and downs. It was Zenith carnival and I was the organiser. In the beginning was quite smooth. But after everyone was tired and all, things start to get rough. And it ended with some drama. This is the first time as umpire we award a game to a team. It's sad. And what the team had said after that still affects me. Anyway, I'm happy that the carnival was able to be completed with not many hickups. And I'm happy for the Champion team. With only three trainings with them, I've seen much improvements.

Yestarday was another carnival. It was a postponement from last week because of rain. My school did better comparing to last week. At least they were more ready to fight. But they didn't win a single game. And the sad thing was, I only have seven players in each team. Where are the rest??? It affects me alot on my coaching passion. I ask myself, why am I there for them, when they aren't even there for themselves?

Went training at night. Was not there at training for few weeks. I miss playing netball!!!

The kiddos lost their game today. Why I don't have more defenders in the team? Could have won. I think it's my mistake of filling players. Should have start off with stronger line up. Ahhhhhrrrrr......