I hate losing. Lost the 2 games last week. It was a mess. I don't know weather should I continue to play basketball competatively?

I lost my umpiring. Haven't been umpiring consistently for a while since back from HK like more than 2 months ago. Lost alot that I've worked for. Gotta get it back!!!

Coming few weeks will be very busy! Coaching, Umpiring, Playing... All netball