Umpired my last game for NL today. It was delayed because of umpire problem again. This had been happening lately. Why??? Sometimes I think I should just be like the rest. Why should I help? I missed so many Zenith games to be here.

Going Hong Kong tomorrow to umpire Asian Youth Championship. But why am I dreading? Not excited at all. Just hope that I can enjoy the time there.

Work has been tiring lately. Going office in the morning for paperwork, planning programmes and helping with company projects, coaching after lunch in the afternoon, and umpiring at night. It’s really draining.

And this question came back to me again. ‘What do I want to do for the rest of my life?’ Finding the purpose of life. A question I have constantly searching for an answer but still can’t find it.