I’m going to be very random in this post.

Was having trouble looking for umpire today. Why? Zenith is playing in Pesta Sukan tomorrow and I thought I can umpire for Zenith but then I got coaching and Basketball game. So, I was looking for replacement and it is so much trouble. I just hate rejections. Finally few hours ago, a kind soul out there is willing to help me. Thank God!!!

Talking about Pesta Sukan. Three of my girls pulled out today after I’ve registered them. Although they have their reasons and I’ve accepted it. I just can’t help being angry every time I think of it. I’ve rejected peoples to put them in and this happened. Although they are not Zenith members, at least I’m sure they have more passion for netball. Should have just registered them instead. And today I’ve asked my secondary school girls to replace and no one responded. Are they shy or what? I just don’t know what they are thinking.

It’s really slow coaching today. Don’t see much improvement. I hate myself for being so nagging. Repeating again and again on the basics every training. Telling them what to take note, what to watch for and helping one another. I think it has been half a year and we are still stuck at basic passes, catches and footwork. Inconsistent trainings and I’ll have to remind them every time after a break. Can I coach a team that’s more competitive? A team that really want to improve and have high expectations. Hope the interview next week is good. Then I can move on.

I’m bored of Singapore. Peoples here especially. Bad service attitude everywhere. In shops, restaurants, malls… Many arrogant and selfish people as well. It’s really hard to find nice people in Singapore. And I’ve learned to cherish them even more. I think after staying here for six years, I’ve learned more bad than good. People that knows me long enough can tell. How I wish to find a better place to live in.

Ok. Need to pack my stuffs for tomorrow. Umpiring, coaching and friendly game. Need lots of energy tomorrow.