I suck at umpiring today. Was complained for the national primary game I did in the morning. I think it got to me… My confident were totally affected. I did worst tonight. I don’t know if my calls were right or wrong anymore. Poor runs and positioning. I’ve tried very hard to do a good job but it just got worst. My knees are aching terribly, couldn’t get my concentration, and vision was so bad. I wish to just walk away in the middle of the game. Please… I need my confident back!!!