I’m having really weird dreams these few days at home. Odd… I don’t usually have dreams. Is it a reflection of what I did during the day? I was pretty bored at home lately. Watching tv all day. Doing only little helping out my brother and dad. Not that there are lots to do at all. I really wish I can do more. Yup! I’ll be able to help out more next few days. We’ll be going JB to install projects my dad was working on. After that, to Batu Pahat for another two. We’ve just load the stuffs on the truck going to JB today. We’ll be going tomorrow morning for the installation. I’m looking forward to it.

I’ve been thinking a lot lately. On the things I did this year, and also on things I should have done. There are so much that I should do actually. So so lot. I ask myself why? Why didn’t I do them? Things would have been much better isn’t it? I guess everyone have their own regrets in life. On things we’ve done, and also on things we’ve not done. A question I ask again. Is it better to regret on something I did wrong, or better to regret on something I didn’t do??? Hahaha… I guess it’s best not having both.

I’m thinking too much again. Think and without any answers and directions. I really hope that I can find answers.

Peoples around me are getting married recently. My brother had his wedding last month. My Poly friend invited me to his next week. It’s really setting pressure on me. Peoples had been asking me ‘when is yours?’ during my brother’s wedding. I gave them a smile for the question. It’s a question I desperately want to know the answer too. But no one knows isn’t it… If you know, let me know ok.